螺旋絶望 // 豚乙女

Title: 螺旋絶望 (Spiraling Despair)
Circle: 豚乙女 (BUTAOTOME)
Album: ぱらだいすろすと
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螺旋のように呻り迫る
憎しみと怒り絶えることなく
理由は彼方忘却へと
私自身がソレそのもの
rasen no you ni unari semaru
nikushimi to ikari taeru koto naku
riyuu wa kanata boukyaku he to
watashijishin ga sore sono mono

They groan and approach you, just like a spiral
This relentless fury and hatred
My real reason lies below the oblivion
Because I became the only reason!

ふとしたことで思い出す過去
futoshita koto de omoidasu kako

By a chance, I remembered my past…

忘れたい忘れたい
彼の人もあの子も
全部全部無に帰して
無駄な望み
夢でも現実でも絶望しかないのなら
せめてお前も共に地獄へと
wasuretai wasuretai
ano hito mo ano ko mo
zenbu zenbu mu ni kishite
muda na nozomi
yume demo genjitsu demo zetsubou shika nai no nara
semete omae mo tomo ni jigoku he to

I just want to forget, want to forget
Both this person and this child
May it all just vanish!
That too, is an useless wish
No matter whether it’s a dream or a reality, despair is all I have left
At least, may I descend to hell together with you

繰り返し重なる怒りに
涙も枯れて心は何処?
忘れたい過去覚えてても
忘れていても奈落の底
kurikaeshi kasanaru ikari ni
namida mo karete kokoro wa doko?
wasuretai kako oboetete mo
wasurete ite mo naraku no soko

This ever repeating, piled up fury
Will dry my eyes someday, but, where is my heart?
Whether I remember or forget about my past
Which I want to forget, I am in the depths of Hell

同じ気持ちを味あわせたい
onaji kimochi wo aji awasetai

I want you to feel the taste of the emotions I had to go through!

覚えてる覚えてる
痛み哀しみ消えぬ
お前だけは許さない
永久の決意
存在全てかけて呪いたおしてみせる
だからお前も私を見ていろ
oboeteru oboeteru
itami kanashimi kienu
omae dake wa yurusanai
towa no ketsui
sonzai subete kakete noroi taoshite miseru
dakara omae mo watashi wo mite iro

I still remember, still remember
This undisappearing sadness and pain!
I will not ever forgive you
That’s an ultimate decision
I’ll use up my whole life in order to curse you and defeat you!
That’s why you too should be looking at me.

忘れたい忘れたい
彼の人もあの子も
全部全部無に帰して
無駄な望み
夢でも現実でも絶望しかないのなら
せめてお前も共に地獄へと
wasuretai wasuretai
ano hito mo ano ko mo
zenbu zenbu mu ni kishite
muda na nozomi
yume demo genjitsu demo zetsubou shika nai no nara
semete omae mo tomo ni jigoku he to

I just want to forget, want to forget
Both this person and this child
May it all just vanish!
That too, is an useless wish
No matter whether it’s a dream or a reality, despair is all I have left
At least, may I descend to hell together with you

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