ナルコレプシー // 8686m

Title: ナルコレプシー (Narcolepsy)
Circle: 8686m
Album: NARCOLEPSY

もう二度と同じ夢を見れない 頭では理解してるつもりでも
心がそれを許してくれないから いつまでも分かり合うことができない
mou nido to onaji yume wo mirenai atama de wa rikai shiteru tsumori demo
kokoro ga sore wo yurushite kurenai kara itsumade mo wakariau koto ga dekinai

Even though my head tries to realize why it won’t ever dream the same dream ever again
It seems that my heart can’t ever forgive that. They will never understand each other…

離れてく意識 声も 置き去りにして
hanareteku ishiki koe mo okizari ni shite

My separated consciousness… My own voice was left behind as well…

白昼に途切れ途切れの音で
片方が張り切るから痛いんだね
歩き疲れて眠りあなたはどう思う?
「誰だって優しくはありたいんだと思う」
hakuchuu ni togire togire no oto de
katahou ga hararikiru kara itai nda ne
arukitsukarete nemuri anata wa dou omou?
dare datte yasashiku wa aritai nda to omou

The disconnected voices of the midday…
The other side’s in such high spirits, but it still hurts
You, who fell asleep, exhausted with walking, what do you think?
“I want to become someone who’s kind, I think”

靴を脱いで 髪を下ろして
側に居させて ずっと ずっと
kutsu wo nuide kami wo oroshite
soba ni isasete zutto zutto

I took off my shoes. I let my hair down.
Let me stay by your side… Forever and ever…

止まらない涙で滲み出す景色は朧気
掻き混ぜてみても 何も変わりはしないな
頭で噛み砕いて 感情を吐き出して
溶けきることも無く私の中で渦巻く
tomaranai namida de nijimidasu keshiki wa oboroge
kakimazete mite mo nani mo kawari wa shinai na
atama de kamikudaite kanjou wo hakidashite
tokekiru koto mo naku watashi no naka de uzumaku

Through my unstoppable tears I can see a blurring landscape
Even though it’s all muzzled up, it’s not like anything changed.
Sorting everything out in my head, I spit out all of my emotions.
They jumble inside of me, none of them vanish…

離れてく意識 声も 息も
側に居させて ずっと ずっと
hanareteku ishiki koe mo iki mo
soba ni isasete zutto zutto

My separated consciousness… My own voice… My own breath
Let me stay by your side… Forever and ever…

起きてまた歩き始めるまで
okite mata aruki hajimeru made

…until I wake up again and continue to walk

いつもいつまででもこの場所で待ち続けるよ
首筋をなぞるあなたの後ろ姿を
癒えない痛みの中 散らばる視界の中で
色褪せる事なく 何にも染まることなく
itsumo itsumade demo kono basho de machitsudzukeru yo
kubisuji wo nazoru anata no ushiro sugata wo
ienai itami no naka chirabaru shikai no naka de
iroaseru koto naku nani ni mo somaru koto naku

I’ll keep waiting at this place, forever and ever
Tracing the back of your retreating self’s neck
In the middle of an unhealable pain, inside the scattering field of vision
Without fading, without being stained by anything

繋がる筈無いときめ付けて捨てた欠片を拾い集めて一つに心にするよ
形が歪でも隙間から風が抜けても
「それも味だね」 なんて笑ってくれたらな
tsunagaru hazu nai to kimetsukete suteta kakera wo hiroiatsumete hitotsu ni kokoro ni suru yo
katachi ga ibitsu demo sukima kara kaze ga nukete mo
sore mo aji da ne nante warattekuretara na

Without being tied to anything, just fixing upon picking up those abandoned fragments, until they all form a heart
Even though its shape is distorted, the wind escapes through an opening
“It’s just about taste as well” you said, smiling at me

悲しくて嬉しくてもうどうしようもないな
疲れ果てて眠るあなたの夢を見れたら
頭で誤魔化して 感情を飲み込んで
綺麗な言葉だけ並べてしまうけれども
kanashikute ureshikute mou doushiyou mo nai na
tsukare hatete nemuru anata no yume wo miretara
atama de gomakashite kanjou wo nomikonde
kireina kotoba dake narabete shimau keredo mo

Whether it’s sad or happy, there is no helping that anymore
Collapsed from exhaustion, if only I could dream your dream…
Deceived by my own head, I swallow my feelings
Even though I can do nothing, but line up more of those pretty words

二つで一つと気づく事のできないまま
ハリボテの身体に収まる事ないまま
いつもいつまででもこの場所で待ち続けるよ
futatsu de hitotsu to kidzuku koto no dekinai mama
haribote no karada ni osamaru koto nai mama
itsumo itsumade demo kono basho de machitsudzukeru
yo

Unable to relalize it’s only one out of two
I can’t settle in this paper-like body
I’ll keep waiting at this place, forever and ever

疲れ果て眠る振りをして
tsukare hate nemuru furi wo shite

I pretend to collapse from exhaustion…

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